Look, the ascendant crest

This time, it's really the best

I guess you do your thinking in the morning
Coffee drinking

Look, there's minutes left
I think it's great -
rather quit than be late

But wait a minute
When do you do your thinking?

I see you in the morning,
coffee drinking

I think it's great
really great
my dead cells die
I said, "The dead sea cries"

I think it's great

where the weeping willows grow,
brick houses lined up
row upon row
and the picket fences are weary
and wear does show

in the cove,
the windows are boards
and elsewhere occupants
sit on porches
looking out
through weeping willow trees
past weeping willow leaves

after all,
it's only ocean
as we kick up sand
running, hopeful
it hits harder
the waves and the water
I had you by the wrist
a handful
Mandibles and jaws
underwater, scurry claws
In the dark,
that's when you fall

but towards me now
stumble towards me now

the tide crashes
into surf

stumble towards me now

But just think about this
You could stay
And reminisce
Or stumble lightly
And holler "This!"

Under Spanish moss
see, it's firefly time
Guilt from jars
but this time you're free

Looking out from the highest branch
I always wondered
Looking up at the fading twilight
I always knew
But in the darkness we whisper
because our secrets won't stay overnight

great sensation
oh god can't stop feeling elation
but unmoved, i sat stationed
waiting to be waiting
for consummation
of a first forgotten kiss
all this time just
aching for bliss
all this time thinking
"I could live like this"

didn't stumble
rumble rolled down the grass
and then
did it again
and then I did it again
and I'd do it again

weight's song

wade out, weight's gone

surprised now,
to find me gone

don't fade out,
there's nothing wrong

I'll say it now
but all along

I'll say it now,
the same old song
weight's gone

I'll say it now
but all along

spark never missing
miss always kissing
blessed, never guessing

I'll say it now
but all along

finally tested
and struck out of bounds
undressed, yes
but stuck around
"let's just forget this"
unless invested
awake
tomorrow, out of town

written in the sunrise
hidden behind closed eyes
and then squinting, trying to memorize
for the long ride

began at sunrise
spilled out into the afternoon
spelled out in clouds, nighttime
mountainside

never lost never found
underwater
ear to the ground
swam right through you
didn't make a sound
never lost you
never around
still I'm lost
never found
underwater
swam right through you

still, it's after
you're still around

underwater
ear to the ground

be still, breathe faster
don't make a sound

found unarchived
unsigned
screaming "go away"
life's white elephant
magnificent
creatures
drifting in sanctuary
only audio
dissected
asked, "who are you?"
found a ribcage
and a wristwatch
queen of the sanctuary
absolved by purpose
willing prisoner of the maze
entered, to never return

If they call to you
(come and break through)
Tell them something true
(Your desire is transparent,
I can see right through)

No need to see
What is felt
No gone beyond
When I am here

I sent the ladder away
bid the gods good day
I decided to stay

mothless myrmidons of melodrama
recite memoranda
of time spent under boardwalks
under verandas
under bleachers
walking in the sand

side by side
hand in hand

who would never say
the difference is clear
making up excuses not to be near
was it fear
can this wait
I don't want to be
too late

let's get this straight

I know you never said
I could never imagine
wait a couple years
and we'll see what happens
but I can't wait
not while I'm still here
if it wasn't meant to be
let's just make that clear

I'll never know
you'll never say
I can't wait
it's not the same

I'll never know
it's not the same

took for granted
ever supplanted
by transplanted foes
who knows, could be friends
but it all depends on thoughts
of, "who wins?"
or maybe just the wind
on one particular day
might be enough to sway
slay jealousies
and reverse prophecies
sit over coffee
and suss out a cease fire
get us out of this quagmire
rekindle some
friendly fire

did not contain sulfites

inherent in your speech is disbelief
weight like anchors under syllables
dropped like hints
but still, disputable

only out of sincerity
to remain flush
ruddiness compels you

I'll never know
could haunt you
the specter of missing words
ghost of the unspoken
hung like motes
(hidden clover)
came ever closer

To those who diatribe on the rise of spies behind our eyes, I say:
Be not the product of fortunate gusts
Or of calamitous clouds
Drink not of running water
But sup thy thirst
on the blood of the divine -
thine own life

Feast not on the carrion
of bygone selves
But on the multiplying loaves
of possibility

Beyond belief
Understood to be the chief
Drying off his cheeks
Before he goes to sleep

Loud or soft
The bombast perpetuates
And in our coded tongue
We celebrate

Intent to hallucinate
finds pleasure
In the degenerate
Would not hesitate
But arrives early all the same

mantenga siempra

It was therefore decided
On the eve of my departure
To depart from indignant aimlessness
And plot my own life's direction
(Is he serious?)
(?)


The sound of a flight I might be on
I might be wrong

Poet's uncertainty
of childish things
To seek security
or wander and sing

and besides,
I left you uncertain, bedside
I tried not to wake you
Morning eyes closed, not closed

Might pretend I was a dilettante
Cast a spell all wrong
Might pretend
Ignore this elephant

Anne, you are an elephant

my summer vacation

believe me when I tell you photographs never lie

it's hard to forget
hot marshmallows stuck on a stick
stuck to your lips
fingers smacked on and sucked
lapped up and licked

beset by bumblebees
gave up
got sick

is essentially a choice between a non-living existence and an unflattering utterly supercilious disguise furthermore it must be stated that no entity capable of such delimiting gestures unless acted upon by wholly listless causation and more to the point:

slender visitor
slip through tender
rip through
sans protest
fell on sighs,
on high
on heavy breast

coddled appendage
given moist kiss
not to idle
not to contest
only dusty feet
only calloused hands
without memory

slanted twilight
breath of early may
hung barely visible
in untraceable motes

stay cool, stay hidden
through shadowed alleys that we've ridden
on bikes, at night
past signs that read "forbidden"
past houses that we lived in
beyond hope of what we could've been

stay cool, stay hidden
build a secret place
without a face to make

until the nuance has been noted
do not refrain
from the emotive
do not color your tears all blue
discern between shade and hue

drink up juicy berry drips
sip down mint tulips
and honey golden brown
summer's slender finger poke you on the nose
burn you bright
make it glow
behind your eyes
ladybug spots, inside your eyes

tonight not allowed not to sing too loud

GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON GOES ON

Woo hoo! There it goes!
All along this breezy road it blows between my toes
And all along this breezy road I'll sing but no one knows
I'll sing but no one knows
What no one knows
I'll sing what no one knows

recalled the purpose of our automatic wandering
received a glimpse in the midst of a foggy dream
lost my path and ended up following

but all forgotten trails
reveal an endless destiny
manifested by choice
and all forgotten vision
collects in pools
that gather into streams
that gush into rivers
that swell into ocean
and sometimes rise into the sky
to flood

LET IT OUT

AND

LET IT IN

solvent inspection
first director's prime suspicion
early decisions of father's incentive
to deliver proper timetables
in conjunction with principled
aggravation
built monumental
singular structure
puncture, push, press, pull

pedigree, but of humble
banal

the vernacular of blessing compels you forward
through saucered cups and ritual brunch
smacking politely on triangles of jam
and spotting, with squinted eyes,
a hushed murmur
and darted glance
poised to strike
with languid vigor the gaze's mocking descent
unusurped
left unfinished
a lineage
of saucered cups

disturbed urban warrior
vision minus ulterior
your interior blush
and rush to rust
decaying trusses
crackling concrete
crumbling high rise
finish unhidden
deeds unbidden
release into stream
amorphous dream
made without mettle
untouched, unspoken

I was a butterfly in your exegesis
I was as numerous as Genesis: 15
the stars are my descendants
I am the third temple
crumbling under Salome's veils
all illusion fell victim to redemption
in lilting sunsets,
in some sorrowful rose

on saturday,
under lunatic sun
flirting with wan womb of moon's ghostly glow
settling numb and proud
in drunken salt water

take it all in
all past regrets
all sin
deny you were dying
describe without trying
the room where you were born
drift over hilltops
descend into hollows
and not the darkness which follows
the sunset below horizon's edge
the appearance of orion's legs
give hope to dawning giants
sparkle sweetly on sleeping lions
dim, in the morning, in their den

that's not what I meant

manifest the sails of progress
drifting,
an endless belief in sexual conflict
romantic derelict,
you erotic heretic
who believes in the body
who howls, "absolve me!"
lift, uplift the curtains
disperse all blessings

get dressed, it's time

A sentimental heart

swallowing swarms of heavier storms
a friendly penchant to warn
lonesome lovers, forlorn
the cry of the torn
unheard in the morn
silent inside minds
and written between lines
secrets fit for spies
too cryptic to describe
but seen in subtle motions
of the hands and of the eyes
they duck and hide
while I
I swallow swarms of heavier storms

but

i saw four eyes this time
and forgot
i looked away and felt embarrassed
because of distance

because you're always here

sparkling foxes of constellations bright

fixing all the foxes
work it out inside
to jump to jupiter's height
my heaven
remind time in separation
freak out this space
saturn's rings
slender finger
surrender
surrender
unmasked you pretenders

moondust of the galaxies
eddies in the void
all gone beyond
gravity alludes to your flight
all gone

i saw four eyes this time
i saw your possibility expand
i felt you in front of me

you were there

ALL GUTS
EYES OPEN
SUPER BRAVE
ULTRA COOL
NEVER FLINCH
EASY BREATHS
LOUD SHOUTS
POWERFUL STUFF
SEA WORTHY LEGS
SPIDERY EYES
SPRAWLED OUT
SCRAWLED DOWN
CRAWLING ALL OVER

ALL THE OTHERS WILL BE THE CLOUDS THAT PART EACH MORNING WHEN WE WAKE UP THE WORLD

and anyway it's true

so

ok so another poem
you know who wrote em
just another tipsy scribbler
making marks to remember
loose structure
thoughts to puncture
sleepy minds, never mind
cushy couch on the corner
dirty sheets to adorn her
writhing on and on
some have come
some have gone
but, hey, it was fun
and never over, just begun

when then was now

now it's time
always been fine
yeah, our reasons
yeah, our rhymes
without apology
a speechless fascination
just eyes meeting
no expectations
just time, fleeting
our moments of reverberation
heavenly sensations
pushing forward
mad howling winds
down the madison
under the magnolias
it's quiet
and under the I-55
we're silent
and the river is a changing constant
always never the same
we'll never be the same